"I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room"

holidays have been sucky for me....most of the time ill be working from 8am-2am...18 hrs of work..dont know y wen i start working i cant stop..no fun, all day work,nvr do assignment, nvr study for the test, i really feel like giving up skool, history is repeating itself, im just wasting time in skool, cant absorb, if i had the chance to go to a far far place i will take it, never inform anyone, just pack my bags and leave, no one cares anyway, then only thing tat keeps me staying here is family, ppl never take me seriously myb because of the way i present myself??...they dont know wat lies behind those smiles and jokes, the pain i feel, hiding them trying not to reveal, i just cant take it anymore, im a ticking bomb waiting for detonation,

"In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes"



sometimes i look at ppl sitting down together with frens chatting,eating,joking laughing,sharing stories..i thought to myself y cant i have frens like tat...its just not fair...well i guess the world is unfair...

"I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
Ahh you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles"

man my life is so fucked up...

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JUST WANNA SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBE NURBAIYAH..DA BESAR SEH!!!!! *CLAP *CLAP *CLAP

WELCOME TO THE OLD PPL CLUB...I CAN SEE WHITE HAIR ON U HAHAHA...MYB SHOULD CALL U MAK CIK DEBBE..iiiiiiii ccccccccc uuuuuuuuu *ehem *ehem

news for the sentosa

well here is the updates for the trip

winnie is going
wani is going
weiting going but have to leave for work at 5...so cannot get wet
Shannon going...he finish reservist..
cliff cant go he got personal prob
waiyip going
choon yong should be can
ling dont know
hui yue msg half way nvr reply
me follow the flow
anis going
xq and the gang i lazy to ask cause they dont seem to be interested

the rest i dont have their numbers

somehow i dont think this is going well...n i dont feel like doing this...i dont know wat to do..
see how tmr...hoping for better answers

Sentosa trip

well u know tue outing didnt happen and ganesh is piss off because frens last min back out...some have emergency issue, some have appointment issue, and some are just plain nvr pick up the phone...i give work a miss on tue.. and weiting miss her training for OAC..and ganesh miss his trip wit his sister to malaysia all because of sentosa...i really do feel a lil dissapointed cause i put my heart into this outing..4 of us (choon yong, ganesh,weiting and me) decided tat we just go bt then moods were lost so we cancel the trip,

Ganesh warn me first tat this trip is nt gonna go well when he first plan it..but he gain a lil confidence when ppl agree to his class outing...then the night before the trip ppl start bombarding him wit not going answers..which is hard for him to swallow...

so today weiting n her work fren decided to go to sentosa so ganesh thought tat i would be a good idea if i and him n CY join them so i got up and get ready..then choon yong last min got emergency then cannot join us..so we just go ahead at the plan..well the day turn out to be ok..quite fun we had fun in the water, bury ganesh in the ground give him some boobs and a stick acting as a dick whahahaha..play some volleyball..and play monkey wit weiting and her frens...just met for one day and we r like frens for few years already...tats wat i like about ganesh cause he is very socialble..hahah...then we wash up..btw i nvr bring pants...only bring t shirt so i had to put my pants back..wet pants!!!!...then waited for the girls to come out of the toilet..the girls toilet fucking long queue sia...i swear i dont know wat they do inside so long...i think play wrestling ah...haha..we waited for about 1 hr "-_-...so while waiting for weiting whahaha i had a heart to heart talk wit ganesh..and he told me wat he feels about the disaster tat just happen...he said tat he was really dissapointed and like dishearted..he say tat hes not gonna plan anymore outing...then the girls were out by then..so we monorail-ed back to singapore and me and gan seperated from weiting and frens...we hungry so go jalan kayu and eat dinner..actually breakfast+lunch+dinner..haha we ate alot...gan had maggi goreng mata lembu but come mee goreng mata lembu then he ate prata cheese and kosong..me had prata ice cream nasi pataya..and satay...then we ordered 3 syrup limau,2 blueberry n 1 ice lemon tea..hahahaha like one family meal but for two person...then i send gan back to his home....

this section is for frens (homework)
just give ur self 5 mins and put urself in ganesh shoes..think about the situation n feel wat he feels....if ur answer is the same as gan then i have something to tell u guys..if nt just close my blog cause got nth much to say already..hehehehe

so i thought tat we should make up to gan for nt going to sentosa..wat do u guys think?...we plan and outing for gan just one day..make urself free 4 just one day..one day i all needed..push everything aside...except emergency issue...try to push aside training..and other plans..if ppl think i talking rubbish then i dont care them haha...seeing a fren hurt tat way is just not right..so think about it...then those who agree just leave a msg in my cbox aites??....before school starts...i wan us to plan nt me alone...btw if u really cant make it or dont want to go just say..no force..hehehe and say wat u really mean..cause words can hurt..but i know for sure is weiting comfirm ON ONE HAHAHA....k pics for todays trip will be up myb tmr....

to cover 1 lie u need 10 lies then to cover tat 10 lies u need 100 lies n so on and on...

hate me love me tats who i am..haha

holiday spirit

My Holiday spirit

moodless,restless, tired..nothing to do!!!!!!!

just like this

WTH!!!! LAST MIN UPDATE..ONLI 4 PPL GOING!!!! GANESH IS KINDA PISS OFF "-_-

these feww days at home very bored,..eat, sleep,work,tkraw, same old routine, need to find some outing man!!!!! lucky this tue got go sentosa wif school frens....comfirm fun one...but too bad cliff not going..he lame la..y always we missing ppl in outing?..cant we free ourself just for tat one day?...just for tat one day we push everything aside, work,training,relationship probs,tired,...fun first settle probs later, n shannon also not going...he have to serve the country n make our place safe..haha lame..have u guys wondered y u guys can sleep peacefully at night?...because of shannon is doing Guard duty to keep bad guys away lah!..haha

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i can just imagine hehe

welcome to sentosa NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!

NOT GONNA HAPPEN ALSO!!!!

btw the photos look weird cause i edit use paint..lame software...my photoshop cannot find..

weiting decided to have breakfast at mac bf gg to sentosa..she is craving hotcakes with sausage..i think most of them will be late ah..but fren dont worry ill be there with u to satisfy ur craving hahaha.....see u guys at 9am...

EAST COAST TRIP

woke up exicited tat im gonna have fun at east coast..so i wake up early got ready but go out of house late whahahaha..go out at 2.30 have to reach there by 2.40..10 mins!!! i can make it but met a fren talk for a while then buy for weiting strepsil PURPLE COLOR...then go off..choon yong call say they reach ECP mac n all waiting for me..then i say reaching already but actually just left the carkpark at my house whahaha..im such a liar..white lies...so reaach at mac already call CY he say they all started the game and he pick me up at mac...they spilt up into group..my group got CY,WANI,WINNIE,LING,CLIFF, and a few second year student..weiting was not with us but later she kaysiao come n join us lor...they were playing some game like amazing race..go point to point do puzzle take pic..first stunt : four ppl stand at some sort of canvas then without going out of the canvas we have to flip the canvas..blady hell they choose me to go stand..i fat already waste space..should choose cliff more skinny...but a man got to do wat a man got to do..it was simple aactually..and manage to flip it hahaha..then we took pic..after the second station we got bored then decided to relak at waterbreaker..btw the strepsil got numbing effect..eat already cannot feel tongue..anybody want more...NO!...at the waterbreaker i was reminded of my old pic ,,,the one sitting wit my cuzin...so weiting decided to make the older ver..with CY and Cliff..so here are the pics enjoy....

weed on my hair..cliff spoilt ah..wear black better n wani look like short hair hahaha

after second station...*ehem *ehem we know the song n we cheated!! haha

Then off to our own world at waterbreaker

WHOS THE SHORTEST???...ah short ah short ah short ah short haha



say say say say...HARD GAY STYLE WHOOO~~~!

The Girls

The guys

the girlss...NAHH its the guyss haha pranked hooo~~



thanks to the who ever finger is tat..i now look skinnier hahaha

Stealing ur shoes Stealing ur shoes Stealing ur shoes........

Found this pic taken by winnie..naughty eh winnie...take ppls butt

The couples,swithearts,bestie,gd fren,

The Past

Weiting suggested tat i recreate the past pic, so cliffton extra, n choon yong is my cuzzin hahaha

Before


After

hmm hahaha not bad ah...i dont change abit hahaha still fat!.. "-_-

Btw who say shannon , anis, and waiyip never come???
seee properly

With a lil magic n Lots of editing..its possible!!!hahahaha
cant find ganesh pic ah...hahahahahaha hmm although u guys a far away but u guys are still in our hearts...wahhhhh so touching sia...hehehe

Some off the pic still at weiting..dont know where she go..like seldom see her online...later ask her then i post somemore!!!

CLIFF I CAUGHT U RED HANDED ACTING GAYISH

And he denies being gay...hahaha caught u on camera bro!!!...btw u miss today lesson..we play pinch nipple..hmm actually they all pinching my nipple ah...asshole...my nipple is sore!!!!!!tmr revenge..make u guys nipple bleed


Ok most of u heard about the lizard joke....anis found a comercial simillar to the joke...watch it...suupper funny la dey!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eNpR63mO64Q&feature=related best with sound..can here the lizard whahahaha.....

I want my foood

i got ur kitty.....want him?...give me my food..or else.....

tats all for now....Pheww~~~~cant wait for holidays

ROCK BAND FAMILY BATTLE

my cuzzy ask me to help her..one of her frens family form a band of guitar hero freaks to compete at the Rock Band Family Battle organize by National Family Council...i think its really cool ah..u guys should check it out..btw the band name is NINJA MONSTER!!!!! ..help me help my cuzzin to vote for them..just follow this link :http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=74394

Today 5th june i officially declare one year experience riding!!! wooooooo~~~~exactly today, one year ago i pass my bike licenses..can take out p plate already..so happy!!!.....then go apply for 2a..big bike here i come...but no p plate is a bad thing...other motorist will bully u...especially taxis..they love to bully ppl without p plate ahaha..anyways got my bike back already..everything good..n i paid them $300 which is worth it...next wed sending my bike back to them for final fine tuning...then my bike swee already hehehe....cant wait for tmr community building @ east coast...all going leh...weiting, shannon,choonyong,HARD GAY MAN,wani,winnie,anis,ling,,and some more...gonna have fun...planing to make a sand jacuzzi..n bury cliffton...to bad ganesh not joining..gt last min work..damm..tats all for today

to the caucasian

if u ang mohs, matsallehs n caucasian think we r kiasu these ppl are more worse

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKOEQVgONh0&feature=related

No Bike!

I send my bike for major ovehaul n servicing, bike getting weaker no power so have to send back for re tuning n engine cleaning, for better performance, send to a workshop at defu lane just opposite my block called Gyratech...dont really know the reputation of the bike shop n to my first impression of the mechanic there they dont really say alot...which is good cause i had enough of those arrogant, act like they know everything mechanic bastard..they talk alot but never really solve the problem...my advice to new bikers out there...never go to johor to do ur bike...only simple accesories can do..but when it comes to the inside engine, spending more in singapore is worth it in the future, like they say u pay peanuts u get monkey...which really means u pay little u get shitty workmanship n problem bike...i have stop doing my bike at johor and regretting it ever since...doing at jb cost me more money than now doing at singapore..because jb do ur bike chinchai one ah..i change my piston and block 3 times leh!!! while at johor, which is not normal...then the 4th time my bike broke down i decided to do in singapore n the result is NO MORE PROBLEMS!!!...ppl have always say tat singapore mechanic dont sayang ur bike but heres a trick for u ,win the heart of the mechanic...how?..buy him a drink, a meal or even a stick of ciggarette n he will treat ur bike like his baby haha...kk so the mechanic promise to have my bike returned to me tue morning..happy already..then when i come to the shop in the morning *crick *crick..the shop closed... "-_- mangkok!!!!...so i just take bus to school..damm the driver lah..

this is wat happen...i put 55 cents in the coin thing...dont wat is it called lah

uncle look at me giving tat quetion mark face...i thought i give wrong..i thought the fare is 65 cents

Me: uncle how much go ite dover
Driver: $1.70
Me:ah? 1.70?
Driver:yes
Me: uncle i student leh (wearing uniform n carrying book at tat time)
Driver: *mumbles but i heard pass
Me: u want to see my pass anot???
Driver: ?????
Me:U WANT TO SEE MY PASSSSSSSSS ANOT?

i show him my pass then he angrily press the 55cents ticks
bloody hell do i look tat old ah?..u think i wat purposely wear uniform to get cheap price ticket ah?...stupid old man


i just realised tat not having my bike wif me is not a bad thing cause i get to enjoy the aircon bus n music runnning through my ears..so long nvr do tat already...do some soul searching of wat to do wif my life...got to school LATE, REALLY LATE haha cause i dont know how long the bus took to get there...after school i took bus with ganesh n shannon..FIRST TIME LEH...we chatted inside the bus,i keep changing seats cause the sun is disturbing me...btw ganesh u drop ur 50 cents on the seats..n i thank you because if not i have no coins to take the second bus hahaha..so i wen back to the bike shop then they say they still doing my bike so at night can collect...wen at night but then they say tmr afternoon..lucky my fren offer to send me tmr morning sia...then i tell the mechanic nvr mind u do slowly, no need to rush..i dont want to rush the mechanic..putting back the engine parts takes time...one mistake n ur bikes dead...but the shop ok lah..close late in the morning around 5 am...tats the only shop tat closes really late...ohh shit tmr got test..blog more tommorow...love yall