Morning was okok but fun....yesterday slept late n have to wake up 7.00 am n go out at 8am wasnt really tired cause looking forward for the trip to cisco co...hmm was suprised to see almost all my classmate wen for the trip..damm cisco is f#king rich man, the bulding was like 38 or more storeys i forgot how many storey lah...the lift also complicating...we have to go to 37 level n walk down one stairs then take another lift to the 28 storeys...the lift very high sia...now i know how weiting felt hahaha....got into the lift decided to play around so i press level 36,35,33,32,31,30 then finally 28 hahaha...stop at every level..haha we laugh like crazy man, hmm i guess the lift isnt for short ppl cause weiting cant reach the intercomm..the thing use to speak if got emergency lah...the other group when in after us and they reach first hahahahaha..the teacher was like where the hell did u all go to?...hahaha..cliftton disturbing me with anis..asshole..is nt i shy lah.is i got nth to say lah fuck.....wen into the room for the intro...and told us about cisco co...siva was aiming at one of the speakers he so horny type sia..hahaha..cliftton dont understand wat the ang moh person talking ...so he played his psp...we keep disturbing the speakers,,,first one boring..second speaker super cool la dey...got sense of humor..they were showing us cisco product n think its really cool ah..especially the video call thing...n again clif bored n disturb me n anis...asshole..super irritating bastard..TAT PERSON GOT BF ALREADY..DONT DISTURB CAN HAHAHA ...it was 10.30 n they were still talking leh..i have to leave for work n told the teacher incharge..he say wait for a while more..damm jaime say finish 10.30..was told by the teacher tat it will end around 11.15!!!!!....so i called my boss say i late 20mins...talk talk talk talk..i got really bored cant take it anymore im gonna be late..so i really have to go lor...tell the teacher then he escorted me out..walk by myself down take the lift again long way down....then saw the other class going up hahaha...got onto my bike n sped off..damm the ERP ah...i morning top up 5 dollars now left 2 dollar only..so ex sia....reach work at 11.15 n very buzy...orders were full..i was really tired by then...almost fall asleep riding..so i got to have some energy..bought redbull and chocolates...i did recover some energy but it wasn't long lasting...finish work at three got home n sleep...woke up at 6 getting ready go tkraw at macpherson..really tired sia..play tkraw also no mood.....now at home i feeling kind of down..dont knoe wats wrong wit me..but my mood changes quickly...from happy to sad....haiz...feeling restless..really need someone to talk to...

bored + tired +frustrated+restless=I need happy pills...myb i think too much...i tend to think too much...i feel useless...no goals to achieved...nth to look forward to..not able to sleep is making it worst..i dont understand me..

got this person said to me tat we will be besties but the way tat person is treating me nw is different...it was ok at first bt it was slowly changing back to the same attitude..i hate u