First day of blogging

today first day of blogging got lots of things to say but dont know which to say first hahaha.....mr jaime told us to keep a blog so tat we could express ourself at the same time keep records of wat we have learn at skool for reference purpose...

n this is wat i learn at skool

AH GONG AH GONG AH GONG!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to clifton im now addicted to CS 12 Gauge Auto shotgun.....

to those who dont know what is AH GONG or wat i am talking about i will explain in my future post

For my old friends who dont know wat im doing now, im currently back to school at ITE DOVER studying NETWORKING SECURITY & nope im not studying to become a security guard, many ppl thought it tat way but its more of a computer thing,

okok i will start off with my first day in skool

First day
of skool is SHITTY!!, being shy & not used to making frens, my weaknees got the better of me, first day i did nt talk to any one or make frens with anyone. i wanted to talk to some of them but words cant seem to get out of my mouth its like god shut my mouth up, so i got home dissapointed with myself. but i guess first day is ok not to make frens cause all of us is still in the confused mode haha

Second day
Start up my bike, lit up my first cigg of the day thinking im gonna make frens today at skool!!.. having tat courageous thought im my mind i jump on my bike n speed of to skool, skool is far im in hougang n skool is in dover about 20 mins trip without TRAFFIC JAMS, but the road im taking always jam so i takes me ard 30 mins to reach skool, entering the skool gate im getting nervous thinking how do i start the conversation?. HI?, WASSUP?,HELLO FREN?,HEY?, well i dont know how to start a Conversation, reach the classroom door, open the door ppl were staring at me like the same way when u give a loud burp at a restaurant or loud burst of fart in the elevator haha..my shyness level wen up BOILING POINT!!!!, i hustle to find a chair to sit on n hide myself from my classmates, the day wen by with no progress, no fren making, got home dissapointed again, hoping tmr will be a better tmr

Third day
still no progress =(, i feel like giving up, i feel like quiting skool, i feel like walking out of the classroom, throwing my future away, its like wat am i doing here in skool..im 21 n the rest is like 16 -17 years old only a few of them around 20`s,not my age!,lunch time seems long, alone i got out of the skool to have a cigg, never eat dont have the mood, sitting under the void deck alone i waited for class to continue. its was a 4 hour break because there is a module in my time table tat i dont have to attend its only for O n NA level student, so i called up my fren to pick me up n wen for lunch together, after tat return to skool to go to the CCA fair, there isnt much CCA in ite dover. but i already know wat CCA i want to join n its sepak tkraw haha...recently ive been really interested in tkraw, i started playing tkraw during my ns life n have been enjoying it since...played it almost everyday at hougang hahaha...okok back to the topic, i went over to sign up n AGAIN my weakness got the better of me, there is alot of ppl hanging out at the tkraw section...i was like ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!! MANGKOK(malay for pissed off)!!!! so i hang out opposite the section waiting for the crowd to go..shoo!! shoo! i wanted to chaase them away like cats hahaha but if i did tat i would probably go home with a black eye haha..so i waited n waited n waited n the crowd is still there..then a sudden burst of anger came to me i said to myself if i dont do it now i never gonna do it, so i just walk towards them and ask one of them where to fill up the form & the crowd is giving me tat look AGAIN..but this time i ingnored n continue writing, one of them even said "aku ingat die nk isi botol" translate"i thought he wants to fill his bottle" whahaha i was f*cking pissed off remembering his face i put him in my revenge list muahahaha im gonna get u someday just wait......after signing up i go home...

Fourth day
wake up feeling useless, thoughts of making frens made me dont want to go to skool but then i remember the sudden burst of anger yesterday thinking if i can do that then i can do it again..so off to skool on a quest to make frensss, first lesson of the day was P.E dont know where class but saw one of my classmate n follow behind him to the classroom, inside the room listening to the teacher talking about education n stuff i got pretty bored haha n so the rest of the class..the P.E is so buff up..Muscle everywhere, one punch from him n i can fly like those indians in the tamil movies,,fly few meters away hahaha....but then i heard a voice on the right side of my ears..the words "hi", first i thought it was my imagination, then i turn my head n saw this skinny indian guy..ok lah not so skinny..he put his hand out n said "hi im GANESAN" without thinking i shake his hand n told him my name, he is the first person to say hi to me haha, i feel so happy like a weight being lifted off my shoulders, i feel relieved ahhhhhh.....then one by one they said hi to me waiyip follow by choon yong......god has answered my prayers...frown has changed to a smile...we went to lunch together, smoke together, n tat started my beautiful life in ite dover..hahaha n goos news is NO SKOOL ON FRI!!! yea..

k lah enough said i will continue later..its 7.10pm have to go macpherson play tkraw........bye my fren btw noticed the time in my blog is wrong hahah